Well, it’s been a
year since our world was turned upside down (or at least east to west) and we
left North Carolina. In that time we fell apart, we held it together (in a
rather makeshift, twine and scotch-tape sort of way), we walked on the beach,
we cried in the pew, we simplified, we searched…and come hell or high tide, we
stuck together.
So, where are we
now? In May we moved into a charming cottage (our word for quirky) in Santa
Barbara. We are tentatively taking those first
steps towards making a new little life for this Casa Watson.
This season has
been one of many struggles and question marks. It also comes with promises of
change and transformation beyond any we could have imagined a humidity drenched
July ago. Our prayer and hope is that our wounds will be transformed into
compassion, hope and love. We’re on our way, we aren’t quite sure how it’s all
going to come together or what it’s going to look like, but as we like to say,
“We’ve got each other and plenty of snacks.”
The Rundown:
Mark:
Mark is taking
courses to become a professional fiduciary. His hope is to long-term move into
elder care working as a conservator of person for the elderly— managing their
life and care, working with their families as they face tough transitions. Currently
along with his course work, Mark is working part-time as a hospice chaplain
(which he loves) and filling-in with other jobs to make it work. We haven’t
closed the door on ministry, but given the current struggles of the
Presbyterian Church we are pursuing all options and letting God guide.
The past year
he’s become Super Dad. He now knows how to do laundry, make lunches and is the
play date master...he’s not quite there on brushing Clara’s hair, that one’s a
work in progress. The stress of the year took a toll on his weight (again!) and
he has to eat a huge bowl of ice cream topped with peanut butter and chocolate
sauce every night whether he likes it or not. Mark still gets teary every time
he takes communion, but loves the chance to sit together as a family at church.
Leah:
This was the year
of learning how to let go and truly take it one day at a time— call it
perfectionist boot camp. A week after arriving in Santa Barbara Leah started
working for Eat Drink Garden, a lifestyle company started by her dear and
talented friend Valerie. The company is growing; she is now Project Manager
and appreciates the chance to be creative, busy and experience a start-up
business first hand. Having to leave her days as a stay at home mom
behind has been rough, but she is thankful to have a job she enjoys and the
perks of great food and wine aren’t so shabby.
Leah is feeling
like herself having a home once again—a place to putter, clean, bake and fill
with memories. She loves being in Santa Barbara, for the obvious reasons, but
also for the way it makes her feel connected to so many people she cares about.
There’s a memory around every corner and we’re making new ones all the time.
Ben:
Oh, sweet Ben!
Ben is always up for an adventure and he slid right into the California groove
here. He instantly made friends at preschool and we’re thankful our cottage is
in an excellent school district for the coming years. Ben will get to be with most of his buddies
when kindergarten starts in the fall.
He still gets
homesick for North Carolina, especially for William. Anytime he’s experiencing
something special— be it a huge wave crashing at his feet, fireworks over the
ocean or simply looking at the moon, he misses his best bud William, wishing he
could be there beside him. However, he is moving more and more into life as a
SB Boy. A couple months back, he looked out the car window and exclaimed, “Why
would anyone want to live anywhere else?”
Clara:
Where Ben is our
sentimental sweetheart, Clara is the tender realist. She had the hardest
transition at the start of the move, but once she opened her heart to life on
the west coast she hasn’t looked back. She continues to be a charming mix of
tomboy and cutie pie. Her preschool crew this year was Clara and four adoring
boys who treated her simultaneously as one of them and their princess—she’s
a smart one.
This year has
strengthened the bond between Ben and Clara in remarkable ways. They’re like a
little old married couple together—equal parts love, exasperation and
companionship. Clara’s favorite activity is “working” at the beach with
buckets, shovels, sand and a mission. After the first kitchen dance party with
mommy in the new cottage she’s felt completely at home.
The Collective Watsons:
It hasn’t been an easy journey, but we can say
that our love for each other is deeper, stronger and kinder. We’re ready to
move out of a season so inwardly focused and start giving love to others,
whatever that may look like. Leah told Clara today, "You're lucky kids." She answered back, "You're lucky big people. You get us." Truer words just couldn't be spoken. Thanks for sticking with us, all of us.
XOXO
